In life, I thought my job to followGeesh, that doesn't sound fun.
the to do list, complete
items with maximum
efficiency. Log tasks.
Enter numbers. Earn bucks...
The poem pivots its way toward this realization:
Let us be lessoned how it is, finally,Thanks to editor Veronica Golos for including the poem in the Taos journal.
to be without membrane: that bliss
those who worship—through hands pressed,
eyes upturned, with implorations—sought:
in the palms
of the infinite, who has
Let all quarrels be lessened.
From the hovering cloud perspective:
those who seemed my nemeses
were but sucklers of my evolution.
Sudden inrush of forgiving.
God, they held me to their breast!
For them, a gratitude. Forgiveness.
In opposition, there can be no opposition.
(Why not earlier? Then:
forgiveness even of this.)
Let all rifts, upheld with victim
and the wronger, be as none.
Let me in this life begin this practice.
Let the goddess of chaos
vulture await on highest branch,
to tear all temporary form apart.
Let us be sundered from one another.
Let me be mere particulate, rattle,
become the stuff of matter:
cells, molecules. Immanent,
the spirit that moves in every
thing. At once tiny and grand.
Nanophoton, yet expansive.
Husked from identity.
Entered into the wide open that,
in those dreams, I always trekked
toward, repeated motif.
Let me be released from any motive
but pure being, humble, that pulse.
Thank the blessed circumstance
of shift. Pivot
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