Thursday, March 17, 2016

back up

please back all
this up
in the stars

it’s all passing so
quickly like sun

and these little
in our irises

once will widen
and silver

across our


of another

Saturday, March 12, 2016

Sippie Wallace and the Suitcase Blues

On my kitchen counter is a 4 ½’ x 4’ X 4’ inch Sony Dream Machine. My best companion, I got it down a few blocks in the pink-painted Out of the Closet thrift store in my neighborhood, down by the lake. I was donating clothes in the back room, and as I was leaving, I happened to walk by the discarded electronics section. My other radio had grown out of tune, unable to hold a station without static. “Perfect,” I said, and brought the hand-sized cube to the counter, someone’s cast off that would please me with its complex simplicity. A surprising 3 dollars later, I walked out with my radio. I have of late tuned my cream colored block with the circle of pores on the side to Jazz station KCSM 91.1, and I have been learning a lot from its jazz gurus. (Finding the station, I immediately sent some money in, grateful for this stream of heritage and knowledge.)

Listening to KCSM 91.1 Friday night (March 11), going on toward 10 p.m., I was rattling around the kitchen making a late dinner as station host Kathleen Lawton was spinning some blues cycles. We were getting deep in there together. And then, as I chopped onions and mushrooms and put kale on to boil with chopped garlic in salted water, the circle of pores—kind of an ear— from the Sony block spoke these words in the clear, low voice of a woman:
I love you baby
But your ways I just can’t stand
The blues arrangement instrumentation style registered as calling from a bygone era, but the speaker’s words were as clear and present to me as if she were in my kitchen with me, full-bodied and breathing, effortlessly declaring something that I just couldn’t miss. I immediately thought of about eleven situations in which her lyric would apply perfectly. My attention spiked upward, and I listened in closely for the next quatrains of wisdom. The singer didn’t disappoint, and Sippie Wallace instantly became my new heroine.
Watch Sippie Wallace sing "Suitcase Blues"

Born in Arkansas in 1898 as Beulah Thomas, one of 13 children, Sippie by her teens was sneaking out with her siblings to watch travelling tent shows. Ragtime bands would breeze into town and Sippie and her siblings would listen through a crack in the canvas tent. She was listening just so one night when one of the band members called to her to come replace a chorus girl. She sang that night, and began performing in tent shows. She went on to tour throughout Texas, a blueswoman who sang lyrics written by herself and her two brothers. In 1923, along with her brother Hersal Thomas, a talented pianist, she moved to Chicago and soon was on top of the country’s blues records. She was the contemporary of Bessie Smith and Ma Rainey, and later in her life, would go on to record & tour in Denmark and Germany.
But in the late 20s, things changed for Sippie. The Great Depression hit, and Sippie’s brother & musical collaborator Hersal died of food poisoning, followed by her brother George, who died in a streetcar accident, and finally, her own husband.

Shaken, in the 1930s Sippie took a sabbatical from show business, opting to be the church organist, choir director, and singer in Detroit’s Leland Baptist Church.

In the 1960s, with the blues revival, the younger blues artist Victoria Spivey coaxed Sippie out of retirement to perform secular music again, with Sippie eventually winning a Grammy Award in 1982.
Listening to the radio in my Oakland kitchen in March 2016, I feel pulled by Sippie Wallace’s lyrics:
I love you baby
But your ways I just can’t stand
This couplet seems in short order to solve a conundrum I’ve tossed around for some time. How indeed can you love someone whose “ways,” as she terms them, can be inscrutable?

Some among us might be tempted to either convince the heart to quit loving them, or else to do the slow creep-crawl of permitting such ways. (I’ve done both.)

But with a swift Zen-soul-woman couplet, she lays down the blues koan that brings them together, denying neither side of this equatorial gap that’s growing:
I love you baby
But your ways I just can’t stand
The California 2016 resident in me can’t help noting, having read Marshall Goldberg’s Nonviolent Communication—to which I have turned when my own heart was in many wrangled spots—that she does not at all say “your low-down ways.” She throws out no such phrases. I.e., to use the compassionate communication terminology, she doesn’t blame or judge. We know in these lyrics very little about what her gentleman did to make her prepare her trunk with clothes. Well, she does sing later,
You know baby
You always treated me wrong,
but that’s about as specific as she gets. More than a list of complaints, what we hear more is the effect it has on her, which is the gauge by which she knows she has to go:
No more baby
He runs me crazy
I love this turn of phrase, “runs me crazy.” As she sings to us, she is on the precipice, trying to convince herself to go. This song is her goodbye song, both to him and to herself: she needs to sing this in order to go. We know she needs this song because she tells us, in that same paradoxical phrasing, of her opposing feelings—at once scared to leave and trying to find the space and volition to set off:
But I’m scared to go now
Let me go on by myself
Trying to go, she denies neither her love for him nor her own need to not stand those ways. I.e., she knows that up with which she cannot put.

To follow the compassionate communication thread, it’s about her and her own self-knowledge: she has come to that precipice because a line has formed and widened, and that line is her own knowledge about what she can and cannot stand. And that standing or not standing is independent from her love. From that love, she wishes a blessing—in which they both are held:
You get you another woman
I’ll get me another man
Now, this blessing-in-common is very different than the vitriol that one might think one should summon in order to push over the precipice into leaving, now isn’t it? In fact, one might fear that if one is really in the zone of heartful blessing, then one may be pulled back in to stay, right? But in this song, despite its mournful tone in spots, there is another tone: the triumph of a love that declines to sow division even when it knows it must depart.
Interestingly, there are 2 kinds of love in this song: first, the generalized, fundamental love mentioned above—from which she declares unconditionally, “I love you baby”—and second, the more specific, contingent love of what’s-happening-now-between-us. It’s from this second, what’s-happening-now love that she sings:
Cuz where there ain’t no lovin’
There ain’t no getting along
There is a paradox in this song, which is what sews it together. The paradox sews together both the fullness of her love—in the ideal sense—and her utter emptiness—in the everyday now sense:
Oh I ain’t got me
No more baby now
Together, the lines mean: I have nothing more in me that can continue with this relationship. Alternatively, they could be a declaration that she no longer has a lover in him. This lyric she repeats 3 times. These are the magic words to get her over. Over the threshold, into the unnamed place where her trunk has gone on ahead of her. The “trunk done gone,” decisively, and it’s the rest of her that is waiting to catch up with the decisive trunk with its implied fullness in a nameless present-future place.

But it’s hard. We hear her mournful tone here:
I’m leavin’ you daddy
But it almost breaks my heart
And then she departs, in a lyric that unites the dividing line of her departure with an assurance of the endurance of this wider, idealized love that unites friends:
But you know daddy
The best friends some time must part
These two distinct feelings remain a paradox, and only by offering this final friend-blessing while at the same time ending with this definitive end-word, “part,” can she finally step toward her packed suitcase and go. Her trunk that she has sent on ahead to an unnamed destination, along with her full suitcase, are all she holds of herself, and she goes.
Suitcase Blues by Sippie Wallace

Well my suitcase is packed
Trunk done gone
You know by that
I ain’t gonna be here long

But I’m scared to go now
Let me go on by myself
Lord I’m scared to go now
Let me go by myself

I love you baby
But your ways I just can’t stand
I love you baby
But your ways I just can’t stand

You get you another woman
I’ll get me another man

Cuz where there ain’t no lovin’
There ain’t no getting along
Cuz where there ain’t no lovin’
There ain’t no getting along

You know baby
You always treated me wrong

No more baby
He runs me crazy
I ain’t got me
No more baby

Oh I ain’t got me
No more baby now
Oh I ain’t got me
No more baby now

I’m leavin’ you daddy
But it almost breaks my heart
I’m leavin’ you daddy
But it almost breaks my heart

But you know daddy
The best friends some time must part
Read more about Sippie Wallace

Friday, March 4, 2016

Berta Caceres, Leader for Indigenous Rights in Honduras, Murdered March 3, 2016

On March 3, 2016 in Honduras, leader Berta Caceres was murdered in her home. She was an activist for indigenous rights and was mobilizing against the construction of the Agua Zarca Hydroelectric Project, which would negatively impact peoples and animals--and is being built by Chinese state run enterprise SINOHYDRO. The article states, "111 environmental activists in Honduras have been killed between 2002 and 2014, according to the 2014 report '¿Cuántos más?' by the NGO Global Witness." Read the article here

Saturday, February 20, 2016

Amazon Basin Freshwater Connectivity : What Dams Mean for Animals and People

Poetry magazine asked Jan. 2016 issue contributors to tell them what we have been reading. I wrote this for them. Read this post on Poetry Magazine's website here

I’ve been reading the World Wildlife Fund’s April 2015 scientific report, “State of the Amazon: Freshwater Connectivity and Ecosystem Health.” First of all, it’s amazing to learn that, in rivers with flood pulses that raise water levels, Amazonian fish don’t stay in the river channel. When rainfall and seasonal pulses flood adjacent riparian areas, fish roam into these areas, avoiding predators, seeking resources unavailable in the river, including plant detritus and seeds in nutrient-rich water. They also find nesting and egg-laying areas. Scientists call this “lateral connectivity.” In addition to fish that boost survival rates as they migrate to floodplain resources, other creatures depend on floodplains: pink-nosed and other dolphins, giant turtles, caimans, and otters. Terrestrial animals use riparian areas as migration corridors, including jaguars, tapirs, and peccaries.

However, due to an unprecedented rise in development in the Amazon in the last 5-10 years—primarily dam construction, and also mining, cattle ranching, and agriculture—these freshwater ecosystems are being altered, and with them, the aquatic animals’ abilities to travel between rivers and surrounding riparian areas. In the Upper Xingu River Basin (Brazil) alone, there are 10,000 small dams, 1 every 4 miles. The created water reservoirs change water quality—temperature and sediment level upstream and downstream, and alter water discharge levels (which correlates with decreased rainfall). Where river sediment grains are larger, as the giant Amazon river turtle and yellow-spotted side-neck turtle nest, their eggs’ survival rates have decreased.

In Brazil’s share of the Amazon Basin alone, there are 138 operational, 16 under-construction, and 221 planned large dams—each of which involves removing from their river land tens of thousands of indigenous and traditional river peoples.

In June 2016, when I go to the Tapajos River basin, I will observe this up close. I will post updates here!

As for poetry, I recently finished reading Multitudinous Heart: Selected Poems by Carlos Drummond de Andrade, translated by Richard Zenith.

Read my post on Poetry Magazine's website here

Sunday, January 17, 2016

"Dance, Dance, While the Hive Collapses" Poem in Poetry Magazine

I am thrilled to be part of Poetry Magazine's Jan. 2016 issue on Ecojustice.

My poem "Dance, Dance, While the Hive Collapses" begins:

Oh my, oh my, I lose myself
I study atlases and cirrus paths
in search of traces of it, of you

of that thing, of that song
I keep pressing my ear to the current
of air to hear ...

I hear it and it disappears
It was all I wanted to do in this life
to sense that phantom tap

on my nerves, to allow myself
to be hit by it, attacked, aroused
until, as if someone else, I arise

I dance my part in paradise
Read the full poem here

Monday, November 30, 2015

"The Bear" by leana Mălăncioiu

I happened on this poem on the site of Southword Editions, a publishing branch of the Munster Literature Centre in Ireland. They have a quite sturdy selection of translated poetry from throughout Europe. The following poem is by Romanian poet leana Mălăncioiu, translated by Irish poet Eiléan Ní Chuilleanáin, from the book After the Raising of Lazarus.

The Bear

In the high mountain grass, my body curled like the snakes
Crept out to warm themselves in the sun and stiff with pain
I wait for the bear to arrive, to stoop beside me,
To stay there awhile, sniffing me in silence, again.

Seeing that I am still alive and that I want him to heal me
To begin the soft trampling from shoulder to feet
So I feel him gliding over my ribs and kneeling without wanting to
And getting down on the grass when he knows it’s hurting me,

Climbing up again gently along the spine as far as the neck
Hearing my vertebrae crackling under his wild right paw
And I can’t cry out in fear since while he’s passing over me
To heal me, if I screamed he might put out his claws,

Let me rid myself of this female husk of a snake curled in the sun,
Let the bear find the earth shifting as he makes me straight,
Gently, under his weight, trembling as he bends,
Let me coil myself again groaning quietly and wait.

Then let the cure come, let me go through the trampled grass
And feel for once my body hot from his heavy tread
While the bear moves off slowly as if he were still
Stepping not on the earth, but on a woman’s shoulders instead.

by Ileana Mălăncioiu

English translation by Eiléan Ní Chuilleanáin

Monday, November 16, 2015

Wildfires in the Chapada Diamantina

Sad to see that Chapada National Park and surrounding towns in the Chapada Diamantina in Bahia, Brazil, are burning.

According to César Gonçalves, the acting director of Chapada National Park, the situation is “out of control.”

In this video in Portuguese (beware the 30 sec. ad), the park director on Nov. 16 reiterates that the fire is out of control, but then comes the Secretary of the Environment Eugenio Spengler who insists that, no, really, it’s under control. Except that the aerial views in this video look anything but.

I backpacked there in January 2013, and it was a gorgeous respite from the city. I immediately felt at home there, as if a sudden calm had overtaken me, quieting any anxieties. That first night, I slept a deep sleep, and awakened late to bird song, a kind of symphony the likes of which I'd never heard. I ceased all motion, laying only in the hammock in the yellow-green sea of grasses, listening for hours. After I finally budged to breakfast with a sleepwalker's motions, I went out to walk. Yellow butterflies glutted the air of the valley of Capão, as if it were enchanted. I know that I was –- enchanted, that is.

Gonçalves said that they have three separate fires, “one in Ibicioara, where Ibama [the federal environmental agency] is combating areas that lay outside the park; a big fire in the north region of the park, between the municipalities of Lençóis e Palmeiras; and one in Morro Branco, in the Valley of Capão.”

As of Nov. 14, the fourth day of the fires, there didn’t seem to be any improvement in containment. An initial fire began on Nov. 12, near to the Mucugezinho River, which separates the towns of Lençóis and Palmeiras. Dry air, lack of rain, and strong winds have spread the fires.

Residents of the region complain that the quantity of professionals and volunteers combating the fire is insufficient. Residents of Bahia who feel that the government is allocating insufficient resources to fight the fires are organizing around the hashtag #soschapadadiamantina

On Nov. 14, police detained a man suspected of lighting the fire in the park. Gildásio Miranda Silva, native of the nearby town of Mucugê, was arrested after being caught in the act of lighting the fire, according to the Jornal da Chapada.